oke gw mau ceritain sesuatu yang udah ngubah hidup gw kali ini
do you remember SANDRA RF SOEPOMO? ( check older post if you don't know)
oke emang gw kemakan omongan gw sendiri
but you know why ? first time i knew her ,i feel so calm ,and i like her ,meskipun di saat itu gw emang udah punya gebetan juga ,tapi setelah gw pendekatan segala macam nya ,gw ga ngerasa cocok sama mantan gebetan gw ,why ? ? because i didn't feel comfort with her ! di satu sisi gw emang suka sama gebetan gw yang emang bener2 "wah" ,tapi di satu sisi gw juga nyaman sama sandra ,tapi waktu itu gw sempet denger dia balikan sama mantannya namanya jordy bla bla bla bla,gatau gw orangnya yang mana ,dan lo harus tau ,gw sedih abis saat tau dia balikan ,lagu lagu cengeng gw dengerin semua man ! sampe akhirnya gw paksain perasaan gw sama mantan gebetan gw namanya naning ,gw tembak dan ditolak,ya begitulah ,gw sedih banget cause sandra ,sumpah demi tuhan yesus gw berani ! karena ya emang ,gw ga bisa boongin gw kalo gw ada feel tersendiri sama sandra tapi gw belum berani nyatainnya ,dan pada akhirnya gw denger dia putus ,dan disaat itu gw tau kalo dia lagi down banget ,gw semangatin dia ,gw hibur dia meskipun jayus ,tapi gw rela ngorbanin kebahagiaan gw demi dia ,gw telp dia ,dan sms2 dia ,pulsa gw ga penting ,yang penting cuma untuk nyenengin dia ,dan pada akhirnya pada tanggal 3 agustus 2009 ,jam setengah 11 ,gw tembak dia dan DITERIMA ! gw seneng abis saat itu,gw senyam senyum sendiri ,gw bilang sama dia " gw ga butuh cewe cantik atau kaya ,yang gw butuhin hanya cewe yang baik,setia ,dan terima gw apa adanya "
gw mau cewe yang terima gw apa adanya ,karena kenapa ? karena kondisi gw yang parah ,man gw akuin banget kalo muka gw dibawah standart ! kalo ada test muka ,pasti gw remed mulu ,yakin gw! kondisi keuangan gw ,nyokap gw cuma jualan anjing chihuahua yang penghasilannya belum tentu,bokap gw gatau kerja apaan ,dan gw bersyukur yang penting gw masih bisa kuliah ,thanks god ! ,dan sandra decided to be my girlfriend ! gw ga tau kenapa yah ,dia beda, autis ! but i love her ! dan gw suka cewe yang aneh ,daripada cewe yang cantik tapi kepribadian nya NOL BESAR ! mending gw pacarin cewe yang biasa biasa aja tapi dia kepribadiannya excellent ! ,dan sekarang kita pacaran ,dan gw bener2 sayang sama dia ,ini lagu buat dia dari gw ,
it will be the last
[al]
hey dear
i hope you good tonight
yeah i'm jerk but i can be the best
cause i'm too lame without you last night
and when you here beside me ,it's my time to rest
because i feel complete with you
[reff]
"i just wanna be yours forever
i swear we can make this better than the last
and if you kiss me tonight
i promise it will be the best of us"
[sandra]
and hey darling
i know you feel bad last night
but i can't do anything
are you sure it will be the last ?
because i feel complete with you
[reff]
"i just wanna be yours forever
i swear we can make this better than the last
and if you kiss me tonight
i promise it will be the best of us"
[sandra]
i know you can give me happiness
and i'm afraid to lossing you
i believe you always here for me
so keep your promises
[al]
yeah you mean so much too me
i cannot be something without you
cause you are my happiness
and dance with me under the sunshine
[together]
yeah we can make this last and forever
[reff]
"i just wanna be yours forever
i swear we can make this better than the last
and if you kiss me tonight
i promise it will be the best of us
-the end-
sorry for my bad grammar ,cause i'm too drunk when wrote this post,and i wrote with all my feeling,no lie ,no fake ,it's really really originally from my deepest heart
I LOVE YOU SANDRA RF SOEPOMO
